i thought i should make a new post because i feel different towards a lot of things. for one i regret many things i have done to myself because someone didn't have the decency to at least talk to me like a human being other than letting me learn something over the internet. i feel so pathetic now although i shouldn't. i just don't want to be the person who is alone all their life because they can't trust anyone, even though trust may hurt me more. i need to take more chances.
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if you read this thank you